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Sunday, August 31, 2008
In the past, dont really care about having friends. Just do own things. When having group projects, that's where the problem comes in. Cause i have no friends. No contact. Only have neighbours. Sometimes really regret, but i guess, time cant turn back. When i have real good friends, i dont really care about their feelings, i was selfish huh? Yeah, even my mum said so. Only thinking about myself and me. So when i was in secondary school, found a great pal. But in the end, i lost that great pal. I know i cant salvage anything. I just have to change my thinkings. When i got to know someone in my current school. I'm trying hard not to lose her. Cause i know i cant do the same mistakes again, but i was wrong. So got to know a particular person. In the first place thought that person was a bad person. Cause of some reasons. So i stick with that person, got to know some things which was untrue. And in the end, i was hated by peoples around me. So i went to think about it whether my decisions were correct or not. I guess, if i stick to the big groups, will i feel happy as to being with that particular person? Been having a lot of thinkings since that particular day, cause it was never happened to me but others, so i dont know whats the feeling those people that have that fate. Been enjoying myself during the secondary school life. Totally hate it because of some peoples. But frankly, get to know a person that want to share my problems with. I thank him. He help me get well with my classmates. You know what? i did not care about my classmates when i step into secondary school. Wierd eh? i only started to talk to them when i was secondary four. That's a miracle. Even teachers started to think i was abit wierd cause i was the quiet type. Real quiet i mean. Everyday after school, i will went straight to home and never care about the people in the school. So, when i was in current school, wanted to make a lot friends cause i thought it will be good. However, it turns out worse, if there are any misunderstandings among us, please tell me, i will change, i do not want my class to turn out bad, i want to be a nice and enjoyable class. All those backstabs or whatever, if we each step back and forgive each other, maybe it will turn out well. All those things will harm our health and letting us having hatred all over, i guess you guys dont like it. dont you? Let us all forgive and forget and be a normal class. What ever things i have said, some are just angry words that is not intended to be heard. I hope you guys will understand it. And i am not being sympathy or what. I know i cant force people. Cause i have no rights to do it. Im not a perfect person. Im not a saint. Im have my bads and goods. Greatly appreciate my pals and bf for being by my side. I thank you. Life should be peace and harmony and not hatred. It surely do us no good. |
♥ Jonathan Goh aka Porky +Wants+ -Marry momo asap -More Autoart car models -More jet fighter plane models -Take Singapore Flyer with momo -Live together wif momo asap -Honda Civic VTi 3M/4M -Kia Cerato Forte 1.6L SX -Mazda RX-8 Type RS -Lots of racing games +Hates+ -Backstabbers -People that is damn naggy and stupid which cannot think -People who plays with BGR -People who tries to break momo & me apart -Gays & Lesbian -People who are arrogant -People who thinks they are always right +Likes+ -Hugging momo -Kissing momo -Being with momo -Racing games(Genki, Gran Turismo, NFS & more) -Racing/Sports Cars -Jet fighter planes -Reading car megazines Lyndia Ho aka Momo +Wants+ - To be with him eternity ^^ - To be with softie =D - Get married with him - Engaged at 22 yrs old on 25th October 2012 - Traveling with him overseas - Going Japan for honeymoon - To get a cat/dog =D - Going Japan to see anime stuffs - Have a own house of our own - Have a car with him - Get a stable job! - Have more clothes - Have more time with him - Have more bags and accessories - Have more shoes - Open an anime shop =D - To cosplay =D +Hates+ - Liars - Backstabbers - People breaking us apart - Parents - Relatives +Likes+ - Pork♥ - Freedom - Doing my own things - Animes^^ :D bold underline italic Clonie♥ Sis♥ June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 December 2010 January 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |
