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Monday, February 2, 2009
From last thursday until today....been 5 days le right? Been busy preparing for the funeral for my ah gong. He has passed away last thursday morning. Skip schools at friday and today...Because of the wake. Tomorrow going to school le. Sian nia. Haiz. From 7 people to 5 people. Cause my maid went back her country liao. Thats why. Miss this monday BEG test. Tomorrow taking approved leave and give mr yeo to sign. So tired. Never really sleep well these days. Haiz. All the people been running up and down these 5 days. Hope my ah gong and ah po can be together happily forever. I have lost all my grandparents. My ah gong is the last. Suan le nia. See him so xin ku. He go le, at least can find my ah po. Can be happy. Cause since my ah po pass away on 2005. Haiz. My mama side ah gong died long time ago. After 2005, my life has changed completely. It has never been the same again. After that, during 2007, i have lost my mama side ah ma. Haiz. Another attack trigger. Haiz. This year, again. 2009. Haiz. Tears have been flowing out every time i think of them. But, if i dont let them go, they will suffer. So? It's better to let them go although it's torturing for me. It's affecting my results and life. I hope as time goes by, i will gradually forget about it. Well, i hope it dont affect my this end of year exams. Cause, if it affects, i guess i really need to go work. Haiz. When ever i pass by the rooms they have been sleeping at, it's ........ I...... This year chinese new year..... I think next year chinese new year, how can i celebrate it happily when they are gone....it's not the same feeling..... the warmth.... I just now hope..... Every one i cherish will stay happy and healthy..... Cause i dont want it to happen again..... It's painful.... Bearing with it all these years...... Lucky i met a guy..... He has been with me all these times except 2005..... I love you.... Never leave me alone..... Being alone is lonely.... |
♥ Jonathan Goh aka Porky +Wants+ -Marry momo asap -More Autoart car models -More jet fighter plane models -Take Singapore Flyer with momo -Live together wif momo asap -Honda Civic VTi 3M/4M -Kia Cerato Forte 1.6L SX -Mazda RX-8 Type RS -Lots of racing games +Hates+ -Backstabbers -People that is damn naggy and stupid which cannot think -People who plays with BGR -People who tries to break momo & me apart -Gays & Lesbian -People who are arrogant -People who thinks they are always right +Likes+ -Hugging momo -Kissing momo -Being with momo -Racing games(Genki, Gran Turismo, NFS & more) -Racing/Sports Cars -Jet fighter planes -Reading car megazines Lyndia Ho aka Momo +Wants+ - To be with him eternity ^^ - To be with softie =D - Get married with him - Engaged at 22 yrs old on 25th October 2012 - Traveling with him overseas - Going Japan for honeymoon - To get a cat/dog =D - Going Japan to see anime stuffs - Have a own house of our own - Have a car with him - Get a stable job! - Have more clothes - Have more time with him - Have more bags and accessories - Have more shoes - Open an anime shop =D - To cosplay =D +Hates+ - Liars - Backstabbers - People breaking us apart - Parents - Relatives +Likes+ - Pork♥ - Freedom - Doing my own things - Animes^^ :D bold underline italic Clonie♥ Sis♥ June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 December 2010 January 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |
