New life, new beginnings

Today was so tired. Didnt sleep well these few days because of some personal issues. Am trying to cope with it. Haiz. If not going crazy in a few days? months? years? I think i better think of positive things to keep me from thinking all these negative thoughts. Been thinking and thinking and thinking and it continues on. Will i ever escape from all these? Hope so. But quitting school and all is not worth it at all. After all the hardship i have endured just to get into a higher nitec class. I have promised to the last time section head. But then, i cant just break the promise that i had given to her. I must persevere no matter what. How it is and all. Must try to get at least 3 gpa by the time i graduate. I cant go to polytechnic because my year 1 first term gpa sucks. Am now trying to tackle it with new modules and old modules. It's hard. But still, for the sake of money and the certificate. I must try to go to school everyday when it seems as if im being by myself. It's hard to entertain people and all. It's hard to try to smile everyday for me. It's hard to laugh. I really need motivation to keep myself from breaking down. Im going to break if i do not have the motivation and all. I know that my CA is trying her best. I know it's hard to do these and all. Maybe i really need to give them time so that there is enough trust. Maybe it will turn better for me if i go to year 2. Im not sure what's the future lies. But it's not stopping me from being with porky. Cause i know, there's always softie with me. =D

P.s I know it's a emo post, but i really need to type it all. Cause my heart and brain cannot take it anymore longer....

Today saw some lame shit things in facebook which makes me damm angry. And i saw some people who are two faced. Oh My. They are so childish. Until porky say until diam diam. Concede defeat. =.=. Nevermind. Suan le. Just bear for awhile. Maybe not changing classes cause it will make me and sin yee feel that we are losers. So? Continue with it. Let them see us till they cannot tahan and keep pon school bah. =D.

Felt better now. ^^

Love ya porky!!! =X

yoz....im back again...long time nv post le...i has a dog for a day...or should i say less than 24hrs...=.=...the dogs species is shi tzu...1 boy and 1 girl....boy's name is called xiao hei "hope" and girl's name is xiao chui "joy"...hmm...learned alot about them...todea went to relative house eat...tml is monday again...a brand new week...time to study and work hard le..phew....sian...okie la...tats all for todea....pics of the doggies are above...enjoy =)....tanke care....cya next time...bye ^^

The 2 people taking pictures to see how tall the water are. LOL!

The oil or what?

The aftermath of the floods at esso. LOL!

The downstairs of my house.

The esso station below my house. LOL!

Just some photos that i taken yesterday. Because there are too much so i pick some to post. Yesterday my house flood. Heng i reach home early. If not i dont know whether i will be stuck for how long. Some more it started around 1plus to 2.15pm. So tired. =(. I think i got to sleep early. Nights!

The central

St raffles

Asian muesum

River

Some statues.

Cat and kitten. So cute. =D

They are talking. Fake de of cause.

Statues.

Fat bird.

Fullerton hotel.

IR?

Merlion.

The esplanade!

Marina Bay and singapore flyer. how i wish i could go and take a ride. =(

The merlion.

Sin yee kena punch by me!! LOL!! Then she give jiao bin. =DDD

Sin yee shy la. LOL!

Today went for school excursion. So boring and all. So hot. Take a few pictures.

A suay day indeed!!!

I LOVE ITE!!!

P.s. Cause they give me money to spent. Tee hee. =X.

Today went to school as usual. Sat and waited for Lee FM. She was late. After teach cashbook. So blurred when i was called up to do. =.=. Too tired le. Sian lo. Tomorrow 8am lesson. Some more cannot late!! CAUSE IS AILANG'S LESSON! She still remind me about the unit 2 progress test man. =.=. Guess i really need to score better marks to prove to her so she wont bugged me. Oh yeah, today gotten 2o dollars popular voucher. So sian. Little nia. Used it to bought highlighters, pen, correction tape. I also bought hamster yoghurt for them to munch. Hee hee. =X.

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Today gotten to know some things which i have spent time thinking all these while. In the end, it was a fruitless attempt. I guess i really tink on the positive side too long le eh? So now, i also know some times which sin yee told me and eugene also. I guess better put my heart on studies well to prove them wrong. YES!! That's the spirit!!! I should not think of those bad stuffs. I SHOULD BE HEADING FOR A GOOD GPA!!

If friends are there to entertain you. Well i suppose it's that you don't care about friends. Friends are there to support you and help you when you're down and encourage you. I feel so shocked when you said that to me.

Today went to henderson cc. The place is very remote and that it is on top of a hill. LOL! After that, sally, emma, aishah, me and zann went to eat mac and after that we are off to do the things. After doing finish, we wait for the kids to come. Wah, so many kids lo. 250 man!!! Oh gosh. We help to direct and take their stuffs. I was so called a "maid". Sian lo. Haiz. Suan le. Take it as a practice to be outgoing bah. Chat with some kids and people. I think i need to go for these events more man. Haiz. Even though i hate it alot. Took some pictures. I dont have digital cameras mah and some more my handphone camera is not good. So sally and aishah take. Finally we had so called early released. Because the kids are too much and they make until the place messy and chaos. So cancel 3 game competition. LOL! After that ate abit and im off to packing up the whole things with the others. Shirley lose her wallet and we need to clear out our bags just to see whether got people took it. In the end, she went to police station. =.=. Hmm, aishah need to go off first because she had to catch a movie at 5.15pm. So she's off first. After that, we wanted to go also but ISE need to take class pictures. So had to wait abit. FINALLY! We can go home le. =.=. Then go to tiong bahru plaza and meet porky then we sat mrt to bukit batok to harvey norman. We go check if there are any suitable digital cameras for me. At first i thought there's nothing so porky go ask the sales assistant for those prices until 300 or 300 plus de cameras. We got 3 choices. 1 is nikon, 2 is casio and 3 is fujifilm. Nikon colour only got 1 and it's expensive. Go to the 2 and 3 choice. Casio is 12.2 megapixel and fujifilm is 10 megapixel. Casio is very blur although it's 12.2 megapixel and also porky said that casio is not a good choice for cameras but the watch is good. And also, fujifilm is only on cameras and not doing other stuffs so it's more concentrated on doing cameras. So we asked for fujifilm and see how many colours. We got white, black, silver, blue, pink, purple and black and red. So she let us see the black and red conbine de. Ok la. Thought of my last time nokia handphone. =.=. So porky go try ask for the purple colour camera. In the end, it was nice. So i bought it. Keke. YAY! 1st camera for me. Got 3 years warranty because actually is 1 year de. I go extend mah. Hmm, no need 5 years. Too kua zhang le. Next time gona buy better ones. =D. After that go foodcourt eat. Then hor, my converse shoe quite worn out so go converse shop buy new shoe. Bought black colour but behind got pattern. Porky say nice and also it's acceptable for my school since my teachers dont really care about 100% black. So today i bought 2 things today. =D. So tired. Im going to sleep soon. =). Cya guys. Wah, i guess this post is a longest for this month man.

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Tomorrow gona go for the kid's party. I was so "happy". =.=. Suan le. Take it as doing it for the sake for 500 bucks. =.=. Then will be buying digital camera. Hope got cheap and good de. What's the use? Take porky's jiaobin and also the scenery. Heh hee. =D. Off to sleep liao. Cya guys. Cause tomorrow gona wake up and prepare and all.

Today missed WFB lesson because i have misread dorothea's message. In the end, elogia say us. =.=. So in the end went for HRA and PE. PE no need to do anything. YAY! Only see people play ball games. After that, some classmates went to gym to do things while some classmates at hall. After that went home. Ate macdonalds and got free coffee. Never go exchange. Next time bah. Haiz. I dont know how to do nia. How to salvage the friendship thingy. Damm fan and confused. =(.

Yesterday 1st time tried Subway. I dont like nia, guess im not a bread lover. =X. Then the biscuit not so nice, im not a cookie lover. =D. So overall? Im not a subway lover le. Wahahahaha. Anyway, alot tests are coming up. Need to study hard le. Today lesson is short. Class starts at 1pm till 4.30pm. Sian. Got HRA and PE. This saturday got event. Heng ar. The bring elderly and children is not me. Is LPD. =D. HENG!!! Hai me so fan over it. Sian. POA MUST GAMBATTE NEH!!!

Today so suay, received my 2 test papers. Failed my HRA paper, kena drown by ai lang. =.=. Passed my TPS paper but still need see teacher. =.=. Sian. Haiz. Now i have noticed that our class has bonded quite good with each other. But for one thing i know for sure is that, only sin yee and me is being left out. Haiz. Sian la. Always like that. Need to bear with it for 1 year plus. =(. Haiz. Tomorrow got 5 hours break for me. Gona do POA notes and HRA. I really need to work hard le.

Wish me good luck!

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My PE teacher acused me of not going to her lesson last week when she talked to me when i attended her lesson last week. IS SHE INSANE or what? She said she saw sin yee and not me. I was like, wtf? I was all along beside her and yet you said you never saw me? ARE YOU BLIND? You even talk to me, or are you picking on me? This thursday should i go find you first thing in the morning and greet you? Or during PE i do big movements so that you can see me? Should I? Fan until you cannot tahan me. She's such a liar. Stupid teacher!

Today went to school as usual. 10 am start school because POA. Damm, POA CA test is getting nearer and nearer and i have not fully understood about the basics yet. =.=. Need to stay back after school for tomorrow to do POA homework and also to see mrs quek. Sian, sian, sian. Dont wanna go but then i say go then last minute go take mc. MUHAAHAHAHAHH! Spend some money to free myself from this stupid thing. =.-. Went to have pepper lunch, tasted ok. In the end, Sin yee and me had tummy ache because of it. NOT GONA BUY IT ANYMORE!! zz. HRA lesson....ai lang write on the whiteboard till so fucking small that i cannot see. So decided to ignore it and poke sin yee. LOL. Play what HRIS game thingy. Kinda lame. Copy here and there. =.=. Stupid sial. After went home after HRA. On the way to home, during the expressway. Suddenly rained like there's been a drought for long days. =.=. Until i am drenched completely. Even my papers torn and all. =.=. Used a hair dryer to dry it. Sian. Play L4D2 with sin yee online on steam. Died a few times. Then after that i dont want play le. No motivation. Watched finish Full metal alchemist episode 31. For needless, gona watch tomorrow. Well, tomorrow's 8am lesson. Gona go sleep le. Cya guys. If im late? Ai lang gona drown me tomorrow. =.=

yoz..im back again..long time nv post...todea celebrated weitings bdea with the whole class....seems like a class event...although some ppl like nv talk to her much de...lol....this whole week and last week and last last week has been keep raining...i guess rainy season has came...till christmas....cooling....hope so ba...momo got a new nintendo ds....white in colour....hmmm...finally can play her games le.....phew...waiting for L4D 2 to launch....played the demo todea...2 chapter only....not nice sia...too short...=.="...sian....will get the full ver asap....okie la..tats all for todea..cya next time....cooling nite...nice to slp....wooo...cya next time...bye!...signing off....

Came back from orchard road. Thought that i can fixed my DS. In the end, need buy a new one. =.=. Bought white color de with skin and the transparent cover. Saw a new car model. Wanted to buy but never cause thought of what it will happen if i put in home. Those images...the sorrow of breaking it. DAMM! Think i need to get a house of myself before i bought it and put for display. =D. Hmm, sian lo. Ate burger king. Pork go buy the XXL swiss mushroom burger. Dots. zzz. Today never rain lei. Miracle!!

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Currently waiting for Left 4 dead 2 demo to download finish. So sian nia. In the end no WFB lesson. =.=. Crap man. WHY DONT WANT SAY EARLIER!! KEEP PUSH BACKWARDS TILL NOTHING! Stupid elogia. ZZ. Haiz. Later going out, from what i can see from the weather. It's going to rain. CRAP MAN! It's been raining very long le lo. What can you expect? It's monsoon season. Suan le. UMBRELLAS!!

Today so sian. Had HRA progress test. Damm la. Confirm fail le cause i dont know how to do. =.=. Oh ya, sin yee's ai lang like to look at her and talk to her. LOL! So funny nia. =X. Today whole class shoot her but hor, no use. =.=. Suan le. Tomorrow need see her again. Need go school early because of some stupid talks then need to book place also.

Today wake up because of stupid donut wong message. Which teacher would message you this --> Get yourself to school, if you have the guts to be absent, have the guts to pick up my call. When i saw this, i was damm angry and pissed off with her. She really have split personality. Compare it with saturday and today's message. Damm it man. I got mc and got see doctor lei. What the hell man. Tomorrow need go school early because she want to see us. Sian la. Nothing to say le la. =.=.

Fuck up day!

Today attended POA lessons then im off to home because of stupid stomach pain. >.<. Later going sleep early cause eat medicine giddy and tired. =(. Saw some sony's digital camera's. I like the 600 plus de but the specs sucks. LOL. Hmm, cause i wanna take pictures? lol. Ehh, not myself of cause. =(. I dont like taking pictures of myself. Like taking others. Hmm, anyway, today got kfc and etc. I CANNOT EAT!! Haiz. I MUST FASTER GET WELL SO I CAN MUNCH ALL. MUHAHAHAHAHAH!!

Yesterday outing was a complete waste of my time and all. It completely crash my outing with porky again and also get wet in that FUCKING weather. While we were inside the bus, you can see from the windows that, the water is becoming a waterfall. I was so cold and wet during the journey to the concorde hotel. Damm it man, so hard to find. ZZZ. After that porky waited for me while i go inside myself. Saw mr rajah and 1 malay girl. After that went inside the gallery. It's a small room with 5 tables. Inside are those rich tai tais, some were lawyers, doctors and others. Their organisations are called soropotimist dont know what. Too long and too chim le. LOL. Hmm, was frozen inside the room. The event was dragged till 8pm. At last it started. After that is makan time at around 8.30pm. Im damm FUCKING hungry. In the end, the food doesnt appealed to me. It was all nonya food. And some wierd foods. =.=. Suan le, eat abit to give them face. The prawn crackers sucks man. So hard, Bite until my teeth cannot take it. Like so called stone crackers??? Chit chat with mr rajah and the others. Play some stupid games like sudoku and all. Finally 10pm we can get out of this!! hate this kinda of atmosphere man. Was completely surrounded by elderly woman whereas 5 of us are just kids. =.=. Actually at 9pm we can get out of all this, but in the end, WE CANNOT ESCAPE!!! zzzz. Still ask us during december to go out have some kids party. I DREAD ALOT MAN!! HATE KIDS!! Why i hate? My neighbours grandchildren are FUCKING NOISY AND IT'S PISSING ME OFF!! That's why. zzzz. Hmm, didnt take any pictures as im frozen and all. Now it's so cold and i think im going to be sick. Gosh. zzz. WHY NO I MILLION LA!!!! =(. No beetle for me!!!!

And pork's cherry qq!!! =X

♥

Jonathan Goh aka Porky

+Wants+
-Marry momo asap
-More Autoart car models
-More jet fighter plane models
-Take Singapore Flyer with momo
-Live together wif momo asap
-Honda Civic VTi 3M/4M
-Kia Cerato Forte 1.6L SX
-Mazda RX-8 Type RS
-Lots of racing games

+Hates+
-Backstabbers
-People that is damn naggy and stupid which cannot think
-People who plays with BGR
-People who tries to break momo & me apart
-Gays & Lesbian
-People who are arrogant
-People who thinks they are always right

+Likes+
-Hugging momo
-Kissing momo
-Being with momo
-Racing games(Genki, Gran Turismo, NFS & more)
-Racing/Sports Cars
-Jet fighter planes
-Reading car megazines

Lyndia Ho aka Momo

+Wants+
- To be with him eternity ^^
- To be with softie =D
- Get married with him
- Engaged at 22 yrs old on 25th October 2012
- Traveling with him overseas
- Going Japan for honeymoon
- To get a cat/dog =D
- Going Japan to see anime stuffs
- Have a own house of our own
- Have a car with him
- Get a stable job!
- Have more clothes
- Have more time with him
- Have more bags and accessories
- Have more shoes
- Open an anime shop =D
- To cosplay =D

+Hates+
- Liars
- Backstabbers
- People breaking us apart
- Parents
- Relatives

+Likes+
- Pork♥
- Freedom
- Doing my own things
- Animes^^ :D
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