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Saturday, November 28, 2009
Today was so tired. Didnt sleep well these few days because of some personal issues. Am trying to cope with it. Haiz. If not going crazy in a few days? months? years? I think i better think of positive things to keep me from thinking all these negative thoughts. Been thinking and thinking and thinking and it continues on. Will i ever escape from all these? Hope so. But quitting school and all is not worth it at all. After all the hardship i have endured just to get into a higher nitec class. I have promised to the last time section head. But then, i cant just break the promise that i had given to her. I must persevere no matter what. How it is and all. Must try to get at least 3 gpa by the time i graduate. I cant go to polytechnic because my year 1 first term gpa sucks. Am now trying to tackle it with new modules and old modules. It's hard. But still, for the sake of money and the certificate. I must try to go to school everyday when it seems as if im being by myself. It's hard to entertain people and all. It's hard to try to smile everyday for me. It's hard to laugh. I really need motivation to keep myself from breaking down. Im going to break if i do not have the motivation and all. I know that my CA is trying her best. I know it's hard to do these and all. Maybe i really need to give them time so that there is enough trust. Maybe it will turn better for me if i go to year 2. Im not sure what's the future lies. But it's not stopping me from being with porky. Cause i know, there's always softie with me. =D P.s I know it's a emo post, but i really need to type it all. Cause my heart and brain cannot take it anymore longer.... |
♥ Jonathan Goh aka Porky +Wants+ -Marry momo asap -More Autoart car models -More jet fighter plane models -Take Singapore Flyer with momo -Live together wif momo asap -Honda Civic VTi 3M/4M -Kia Cerato Forte 1.6L SX -Mazda RX-8 Type RS -Lots of racing games +Hates+ -Backstabbers -People that is damn naggy and stupid which cannot think -People who plays with BGR -People who tries to break momo & me apart -Gays & Lesbian -People who are arrogant -People who thinks they are always right +Likes+ -Hugging momo -Kissing momo -Being with momo -Racing games(Genki, Gran Turismo, NFS & more) -Racing/Sports Cars -Jet fighter planes -Reading car megazines Lyndia Ho aka Momo +Wants+ - To be with him eternity ^^ - To be with softie =D - Get married with him - Engaged at 22 yrs old on 25th October 2012 - Traveling with him overseas - Going Japan for honeymoon - To get a cat/dog =D - Going Japan to see anime stuffs - Have a own house of our own - Have a car with him - Get a stable job! - Have more clothes - Have more time with him - Have more bags and accessories - Have more shoes - Open an anime shop =D - To cosplay =D +Hates+ - Liars - Backstabbers - People breaking us apart - Parents - Relatives +Likes+ - Pork♥ - Freedom - Doing my own things - Animes^^ :D bold underline italic Clonie♥ Sis♥ June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 December 2010 January 2011 Designer : Chili. x o x o |
